Two days ago, me and my friends went to the exam officer due to a course that we’ve taken not available in the online system. If we cannot register online, we cannot get any credit for this course. After we reported to exam officer, in that afternoon my friend informed me that the course already available for online registration. But, I just igonered his message =(, I felt a little bit irritated by his message at the time, without any reason, I ignored this messege. I didn’t know why, it just happened unconsciously. Until the deadline has passed yesterday and I just realized itu today that I still not register for a course exam =( yes, I forgot it hiks… I wouldn’t got any credit for this one course. The most I regret that I have so much time for registration also I have done so many efforts for this course =( and I feel a confident to take this exam because the lecturer really good in explanation and I think, I can nail it.
I feel so stupid. Fool! Really, if my friends didn’t remind me or I totally forgotten, I will be okeee. But my friend already remind me but how could I didn’t registered. Geeezzz.
The worse part, I couldn’t do anything to make up my mistake T___T like turning back the time… the system here sooo rigid, not negotiable like in Indonesia. It seems that I am not ready to taken this course or..to continue my study… or (mybe) I am not live my life seriously.
So many foolishness that I’ve made here. I don’t know why I still careless in the country that not have room for any of kind of stupidity.
It’s really challenging me to little bit change my behaviour, but I don’t know how T___T it was just happened unconsciously
Brain. Brain.
RIP my brain =(