“Don’t you know, I think he really like you. Didn’t you realize how he looked at you? I know those kind of ‘staring’ mean, I’ve experienced it, many times.
And how he has treated you?
It not kinda a friendship or any other terms of relationship but love.
From now, you must be aware that you are beautiful and single, so be careful, don’t too naive.
I really angry to him because how he looked at you really disgusting. And to you, how come you didn’t realize it.”
I was shocked, really… I’ve never suspicious if any man doing something kind and nice because has special feeling. As my experience mostly men that I’ve met treated me good without any special itention, purely just because they want to doing a good thing (or maybe like you just said, I am too naive). How he looked at me? I never pay any attention about that. Really, It was never cross my mind, I thought they are kind and nice to everyone, I didn’t feel anything wrong before you told me.
In the fist time, I didn’t want to believe it. Then I tried to leveled-off my awareness, time by time, I knew you right! It was proven. How fool I am, oh why I soo insensitive, couldn’t believe it happened again and again.
Questions puzzling in my head as well as the memories flowing. What I have done? How I never figure out it by my self? How my friend knew better than me?
and how his confession hurt me, Oh, although I’ve experienced before, I never used to with this thing. This time, he not proposed me…
to be his second wife.
My heart is broken…
I feel pain in my heart.
I put myself in her wife shoes.
Then how can I trust you, men?
w!n :) 